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This is my weight loss blog. I've already dropped 60 lbs, and I want to drop about 10-15 more. I made this blog to keep me motivated, and to post about my successes and failures and my methods. I'll admit now, I've struggled with eating disorders quite badly, and still do, but I try my hardest to do it the healthy way. I do know how, its just harder for me to follow my own advice. Wish me luck!

~Height: 5'4''~
~ Current Weight: 145~
~ Current Size: 7/8 (or a 28) & a M/L~
~ Goal Weight: 145-130~
~Goal Size: 6/7 (or a 27) & a S/M~
Starting Weight~ 212
Goal Weight 1~ 180
Goal Weight 2~ 160
Goal Weight 3~ 150
Goal Weight 4~ 145
Goal Weight 5~ 140/135 (depends on body fat %)

veronikunt:

But raven also you are wearing a full body denim suit

(Source: fyeahthatssoraven)

theskinnyveg:

fatasstoskinnybitch:

allyfit:

girlgrowingsmall:

helpmehealthy:

mybodyneedschangeandineedcash:

Telling someone they need to lose weight for the sake of their health is NOT bigotry.Making protests like this is just a way for unhealthy, Overweight people to justify the fact that they’re unhealthy and overweight.No, You don’t have to be a size 3 to be healthy. You could be a 12/14.But THIS is NOT healthy.“Health at every size”. THIS ISN’T HEALTHY!This woman weighs  350+ pounds. Human bodies are NOT made to carry this much weight and be healthy. People who are this much over weight are more likely to suffer from joint discomfort, Heart failure and diabetes. Along with various other medical problems.I’m not saying big isn’t beautiful, I’m saying when you get to certain “big” you need to take control of it. Not only that, But if she or other people like her DON’T take control of it- It’s only going to get worse.I’m all for anti-bullying.I’m all for stopping bigotry.But there is a big difference between bigotry and giving someone advice that could save their life.Lose weight. 

^ the above text makes me verrrrrry uncomfortable.in one sense, yeah it’s unhealthybut guess what. This person clearly knows being overweight is unhealthy. Telling them is bigotry, unless you are a doctor, or a certified health proffessional, or they have asked for the advice. Some people gain weight easily. Some people have BED. The last thing they need is body hate.  

As much as we can spout “every body is beautiful” until the cows come home (no jokes intended, I just have no other cliche phrase for that), that commentator makes a point. Look, you have the right to be whatever weight you want, and no one has the right to disrespect you for it. But while you can be healthy at a wide array of sizes, it is definitely a bell curve. There are certain under and overweight points where it’s just beyond the ability to maintain optimum health. I don’t care what her blood sugar tests at, if she doesn’t have sleep apnea, if she doesn’t mind shopping at plus size stores. But you can’t tell me that she can go up and down a set of stairs just as easily as she could if she were 100lbs lighter. I have been through that change. I KNOW the difference. And no matter how much I say I loved my body at 300something pounds, I can feel how much healthier I am now, and I know how much easier my life is. So sure, everyone is beautiful. Sure, everyone deserves to be treated with equal respect regardless of their size. But there is a point where a weight is just flat out too high to say “health at every size.” Same for a weight being too low. There’s a limit, and we need to stop the “feel good” crap if we want people to actually live a decent life instead of just smiling and pretending it’s all okay.

this caption. ^

^^^Exactly. Health at every size is just not feasible. I KNOW I was not healthy at 250 pounds. I couldn’t even walk 100 yards without my back seizing up. If anyone would have said “no hun, you are perfectly healthy at the size you are”, they would be either ignorant or a liar. I would PERSONALLY amend the campaign to be a “MENTAL health at every size”, because I do believe no matter what size, shape, age, sex, etc you are … you should still love yourself (easier said than done). HOWEVER, when I was 115 pounds, eating WELL under 1000 calories a day,  and passing out while doing strenuous activity, I WAS NOT HEALTHY. When I was 250 pounds, unable to do more than 5 minutes of cardiovascular activity without severe chest pains, I WAS NOT HEALTHY. Am I thin at 206 pounds? No. Am I healthy? Yes. My body fat percentage, cholesterol, blood sugar, and blood pressure are ALL within the healthy range, though I may not look “healthy” on the outside. THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH LOVING YOURSELF, but I believe that trying to do what is best for yourself goes hand in hand. Getting yourself healthy, whether by gaining or losing weight, eating right, or working out, should never have the stigma it holds today. It should just be a natural desire for all of us. Anyways, not every size is healthy. We do need to start to realize this. It is ok to admit we are not healthy. 

Amen ^^^^

i freaking despise the whole “fat-acceptance” bull SHIT. I don’t give a damn what you say, you are NOT happy, when you have to use the motorized chair at the grocery store because you’re too damn fat to walk around the store. And your body sure as hell isn’t happy when its made to carry about 150lbs, and you’re toting around and extra 230. Your organs can’t take the pressure, your bones weaken, and your systems can’t function properly. So STFU, get OFF YOUR ASS, and walk for a few minutes and put the damn bon-bon down. Quit forwarding this fat-accepting propaganda, just to give yourself an excuse to play the victim.

theskinnyveg:

fatasstoskinnybitch:

allyfit:

girlgrowingsmall:

helpmehealthy:

mybodyneedschangeandineedcash:

Telling someone they need to lose weight for the sake of their health is NOT bigotry.
Making protests like this is just a way for unhealthy, Overweight people to justify the fact that they’re unhealthy and overweight.
No, You don’t have to be a size 3 to be healthy. You could be a 12/14.
But THIS is NOT healthy.
“Health at every size”. THIS ISN’T HEALTHY!
This woman weighs  350+ pounds. Human bodies are NOT made to carry this much weight and be healthy. People who are this much over weight are more likely to suffer from joint discomfort, Heart failure and diabetes. Along with various other medical problems.
I’m not saying big isn’t beautiful, I’m saying when you get to certain “big” you need to take control of it. Not only that, But if she or other people like her DON’T take control of it- It’s only going to get worse.
I’m all for anti-bullying.
I’m all for stopping bigotry.
But there is a big difference between bigotry and giving someone advice that could save their life.
Lose weight. 

^ the above text makes me verrrrrry uncomfortable.
in one sense, yeah it’s unhealthy
but guess what. This person clearly knows being overweight is unhealthy. Telling them is bigotry, unless you are a doctor, or a certified health proffessional, or they have asked for the advice. 

Some people gain weight easily. Some people have BED. The last thing they need is body hate.  

As much as we can spout “every body is beautiful” until the cows come home (no jokes intended, I just have no other cliche phrase for that), that commentator makes a point. Look, you have the right to be whatever weight you want, and no one has the right to disrespect you for it. But while you can be healthy at a wide array of sizes, it is definitely a bell curve. There are certain under and overweight points where it’s just beyond the ability to maintain optimum health. I don’t care what her blood sugar tests at, if she doesn’t have sleep apnea, if she doesn’t mind shopping at plus size stores. But you can’t tell me that she can go up and down a set of stairs just as easily as she could if she were 100lbs lighter. I have been through that change. I KNOW the difference. And no matter how much I say I loved my body at 300something pounds, I can feel how much healthier I am now, and I know how much easier my life is. So sure, everyone is beautiful. Sure, everyone deserves to be treated with equal respect regardless of their size. But there is a point where a weight is just flat out too high to say “health at every size.” Same for a weight being too low. There’s a limit, and we need to stop the “feel good” crap if we want people to actually live a decent life instead of just smiling and pretending it’s all okay.

this caption. ^

^^^Exactly. Health at every size is just not feasible. I KNOW I was not healthy at 250 pounds. I couldn’t even walk 100 yards without my back seizing up. If anyone would have said “no hun, you are perfectly healthy at the size you are”, they would be either ignorant or a liar. I would PERSONALLY amend the campaign to be a “MENTAL health at every size”, because I do believe no matter what size, shape, age, sex, etc you are … you should still love yourself (easier said than done). HOWEVER, when I was 115 pounds, eating WELL under 1000 calories a day,  and passing out while doing strenuous activity, I WAS NOT HEALTHY. When I was 250 pounds, unable to do more than 5 minutes of cardiovascular activity without severe chest pains, I WAS NOT HEALTHY. Am I thin at 206 pounds? No. Am I healthy? Yes. My body fat percentage, cholesterol, blood sugar, and blood pressure are ALL within the healthy range, though I may not look “healthy” on the outside. THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH LOVING YOURSELF, but I believe that trying to do what is best for yourself goes hand in hand. Getting yourself healthy, whether by gaining or losing weight, eating right, or working out, should never have the stigma it holds today. It should just be a natural desire for all of us. Anyways, not every size is healthy. We do need to start to realize this. It is ok to admit we are not healthy. 

Amen ^^^^

i freaking despise the whole “fat-acceptance” bull SHIT. I don’t give a damn what you say, you are NOT happy, when you have to use the motorized chair at the grocery store because you’re too damn fat to walk around the store. And your body sure as hell isn’t happy when its made to carry about 150lbs, and you’re toting around and extra 230. Your organs can’t take the pressure, your bones weaken, and your systems can’t function properly. So STFU, get OFF YOUR ASS, and walk for a few minutes and put the damn bon-bon down. Quit forwarding this fat-accepting propaganda, just to give yourself an excuse to play the victim.

(Source: istandagainstweightbullying)

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gioespinuevaa:

jforjohn:

I’ve been staring at this for a good five minutes. 
I’m thinking to myself, “If I was even close to being this good, I would still break my two fingers.” Lulz

Make that three people. I can do this, easy. 

gioespinuevaa:

jforjohn:

I’ve been staring at this for a good five minutes. 

I’m thinking to myself, “If I was even close to being this good, I would still break my two fingers.” Lulz

Make that three people. I can do this, easy. 

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skinnyandtallmodels:

Karlie Kloss backstage at Jean Paul Gaultier Haute Couture.

skinnyandtallmodels:

Karlie Kloss backstage at Jean Paul Gaultier Haute Couture.

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One minute I’m all:

The next I’m like:

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weightlossproblems:

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